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weekend
or,
Sunday phantom of
explanatory unheard
voice
an intuitive
spectrum of behavior installs programmed response:
Chinese Food:
same size meal as prior participation: fried
rice, egg foo
young, pan fried chow mein, sweet and sour pork, . . .
yet
my brother, four/or/five , not yet winged
leapt with limited
knack
over
(nearly) the chained separation of park and parking lot—
his unhinged leap, a
causational circumference encircling
asymmetrical weight to
find
the fist of his forehead bang against the
asphalt’s risen
penetration—
oh, the blood was a symmetrical existence of
explained
accidental injury: toward the emergency
room and
waiting hands to
stitch the wound into a subsequent reflection
of triangular
scar . . .
the Chinese food could wait
until the heal became clarity of fear’s
teaching articulatio
without
knowing
how
would my eight
years
program silence into tolerating
broken rhythms, the holding of a
friendship’s yesterday version: bike
riding onto homemade ramps with
noon’s double-arms reaching into
vertical time, royal clapping at
not falling/flailing into a perfect
landing within the sidewalk’s
good hand; our riding was
a display of skilled mobility, ambulatory
notions etching a facsimile of the crows
our neighborhood wore among hours and
thinking silence—
a riddle arrived at home, my
bedroom door
opened into haze and saddened
physiognomy of parental affection:
your friend
was hit, —a driver did not see the acrobats
of his pedals moving and
when he hit the bumper of the blurred blue
sedan,
his
body, a
torpid configuration
of flail and unbalanced
landed into pain, scream—
my hearing absconded—
my fear
un
fastened
Yosemite
experience, annual
concentrated to winter methodology
autumn dissipation winter wearing
alabaster cold
-weather clothing
. . . my family within the rented
small hand of a cabin’s dedicated simplicity
outside the hand of what kept warmth whole
we’d become moving games of mobile interactions
of
architecting
snowmen
with
sledding onto
mazes of contouring hallways
each
endeavor
a
timeline of intuitive discovery, fulfilled
articulation
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